Series: The Prison Healer # 1
Format: Hardcover, 416 pages
Release Date: April 13, 2021
Publisher: HMH Books for Young Readers
Source: Publisher
Genre: Young Adult / Dark Fantasy
Seventeen-year-old Kiva Meridan has spent the last ten years fighting
for survival in the notorious death prison, Zalindov, working as the
prison healer.
When the Rebel Queen is captured, Kiva is charged
with keeping the terminally ill woman alive long enough for her to
undergo the Trial by Ordeal: a series of elemental challenges against
the torments of air, fire, water, and earth, assigned to only the most
dangerous of criminals.
Then a coded message from Kiva’s family arrives, containing a single order: “Don’t let her die. We are coming.”
Aware that the Trials will kill the sickly queen, Kiva risks her own
life to volunteer in her place. If she succeeds, both she and the queen
will be granted their freedom.
But no one has ever survived.
With
an incurable plague sweeping Zalindov, a mysterious new inmate fighting
for Kiva’s heart, and a prison rebellion brewing, Kiva can’t escape the
terrible feeling that her trials have only just begun.
Chapter One
Looking
down at the boy strapped to the metal table before her, Kiva Meridan
leaned in close and whispered, “Take a deep breath.”
Before he
could blink, she braced his wrist and stabbed the tip of her white-hot
blade into the back of his hand. He screamed and thrashed against
her—they always did—but she tightened her grip and continued carving
three deep lines into his flesh, forming a Z.
A single character to identify him as a prisoner at Zalindov.
The wound would heal, but the scar would remain forever.
Kiva worked as fast as she could and only eased her grip once the
carving was complete. She repressed the urge to tell him that the worst
had passed. While barely a teenager, he was still old enough to discern
the truth from lies. He belonged to Zalindov now, the metal band around
his wrist labeling him as inmate H67L129. There was nothing good in his
future—lying would do him no favors.
After smearing ballico sap
across his bleeding flesh to stave off infection, then dusting it with
pepperoot ash to ease his pain, Kiva wrapped his hand in a scrap of
linen. She quietly warned him to keep it dry and clean for the next
three days, all too aware that it would be impossible if he was
allocated work in the tunnels, on the farms, or in the quarry.
“Hold still, I’m nearly done,” Kiva said, swapping her blade for a pair
of shears. They were speckled with rust, but the edges were sharp enough
to cut through steel.
The boy was shaking, fear dilating his pupils, his skin pale.
Kiva didn’t offer him any reassurances, not while the armed woman
standing at the door to the infirmary watched her every move. Usually
she was given a degree of privacy, working without the added pressure of
the guards’ cold, keen eyes. But after the riot last week, they were on
edge, monitoring everyone closely—even those like Kiva who were
considered loyal to the Warden of Zalindov, a traitor to her fellow
prisoners. An informant. A spy.
No one loathed Kiva more than she did herself, but she couldn’t regret her choices, regardless of the cost.
Ignoring the whimpers now coming from the boy as she moved toward
his head, Kiva began to hack at his hair in short, sharp motions. She
remembered her own arrival at the prison a decade earlier, the
humiliating process of being stripped down, scrubbed, and shorn. She’d
left the infirmary with raw skin and no hair, an itchy gray tunic and
matching pants her only possessions. Despite all she’d been through at
Zalindov, those early hours of degradation were some of the worst she
could recall. Thinking about them now had her own scar giving a pang of
recollected pain, drawing her eyes to the band she wore beneath it.
N18K442—her identification number—was etched into the metal, a constant
reminder that she was nothing and no one, that saying or doing the wrong
thing, even looking at the wrong person at the wrong time, could mean
her death.
Zalindov showed no mercy, not even to the innocent.
Especially not to the innocent.
Kiva had been barely seven years old when she’d first arrived, but
her age hadn’t protected her from the brutality of prison life. She
more than anyone knew that her breaths were numbered. No one survived
Zalindov. It was only a matter of time before she joined the multitudes
who had gone before her.
She was lucky, she knew, compared to
many. Those assigned to the hard labor rarely lasted six months. A year,
at most. But she’d never had to suffer through such debilitating work.
In the early weeks after her arrival, Kiva had been allocated a job in
the entrance block, where she’d sorted through the clothes and
possessions taken from new inmates. Later, when a different position had
needed filling—due to a lethal outbreak that took hundreds of lives—she
was sent to the workrooms and tasked with cleaning and repairing the
guards’ uniforms. Her fingers had bled and blistered from the unending
laundry and needlecraft, but even then, she’d had little reason to
complain, comparatively.
Kiva had been dreading the order for
her to join the laborers, but the summons never came. Instead, after
saving the life of a guard with a blood infection by advising him to use
a poultice she’d seen her father make countless times, she had earned
herself a place in the infirmary as a healer. Nearly two years later,
the only other inmate working in the infirmary was executed for
smuggling angeldust to desperate prisoners, leaving the then
twelve-year-old Kiva to step into his role. With it came the
responsibility of carving Zalindov’s symbol into the new arrivals,
something that, to this day, Kiva despised. However, she knew that if
she refused to mark them, both she and the new prisoners would
suffer the wrath of the guards. She’d learned that early on—and bore the
scars on her back as a reminder. She would have been flogged to death
had there been anyone skilled enough to replace her at the time. Now,
however, there were others who could take up her mantle.
She was expendable, just like everyone else at Zalindov.
The boy’s hair was a choppy mess when Kiva finally set the shears
aside and reached for the razor. Sometimes it was enough to just cut
away the tangles; other times, new arrivals came with matted,
lice-infested locks, and it was best to shave it all off, rather than
risk a plague of the small beasts spreading around the compound.
“Don’t worry, it’ll grow back,” Kiva said gently, thinking of her own
hair, black as night, that had been shorn upon her arrival yet now fell
well down her back.
Despite her attempted comfort, the boy
continued trembling, making it harder for her to avoid grazing him as
she swiped the razor over his scalp.
Kiva wanted to tell him
what he would face once he left the infirmary, but even if the guard
hadn’t been watching closely from the doorway, she knew that wasn’t her
place. New prisoners were partnered with another inmate for their first
few days, and it was that person’s responsibility to offer an
introduction to Zalindov, to share warnings and reveal ways to stay
alive. If, of course, that was desired. Some people arrived wanting to
die, their hope already crumbled before they stepped through the iron
gates and into the soulless limestone walls.
Kiva hoped this boy still had some fight left in him. He would need it to get through all that was coming.
“Done,” she said, lowering the razor and stepping around to face
him. He looked younger without his hair, all wide eyes, hollowed cheeks,
and protruding ears. “That wasn’t so bad, was it?”
The boy
stared at her as if she were one move away from slitting his throat. It
was a look she was used to, especially from new arrivals. They didn’t
know she was one of them, a slave to Zalindov’s whim. If he lived long
enough, he would find his way to her again and discover the truth: that
she was on his side and would help him in any way she could. Just like
she helped all the others, inasmuch as she could.
“Finished?” called the guard at the door.
Kiva’s hand tightened around the razor before she forced her
fingers to relax. The last thing she needed was for the guard to sense
any spark of rebellion in her.
Impassive and submissive—that was how she survived.
Many of the prisoners mocked her for it, especially those who had
never needed her care. Zalindov’s Bitch, some of them called her. The
Heartless Carver, others hissed when she walked by. But the worst,
perhaps, was the Princess of Death. She couldn’t blame them for seeing
her that way, and that was why she hated it the most. The truth was,
many prisoners who entered the infirmary never came out again, and that
was on her.
“Healer?” the guard called again, this time more forcefully. “Are you finished?”
Kiva gave a short nod, and the armed woman left her spot at the door and ventured into the room.
Female guards were a rarity at Zalindov. For every twenty men,
there was perhaps one woman, and they seldom remained at the prison long
before seeking posts elsewhere. This guard was new, someone Kiva had
noticed for the first time a few days ago, her watchful amber eyes cool
and detached in her youthful face. Her skin was two shades lighter than
the blackest black, indicating that she hailed from Jiirva or perhaps
Hadris, both kingdoms renowned for their skilled warriors. Her hair was
cropped close to her scalp, and from one ear dangled a jade tooth
earring. That wasn’t smart; someone could easily rip it out. Then again,
she carried herself with a quiet confidence, her dark guard uniform—a
long-sleeved leather tunic, pants, gloves, and boots—barely concealing
the wiry muscles beneath. It would be a rare prisoner who was willing to
mess with this young woman, and any who did would likely find
themselves on a one-way trip to the morgue.
Swallowing at the
thought, Kiva stepped backwards as the guard approached, giving the boy
an encouraging squeeze of his shoulder as she moved past. He flinched so
violently that she immediately regretted it.
“I’ll just”—Kiva
indicated the pile of discarded clothes that the boy had worn before
changing into his gray prison garb—“take these to the entrance block for
sorting.”
This time it was the guard who nodded, before setting her amber eyes on the boy and ordering, “Come.”
The scent of his fear permeated the air as he rose on wobbling
legs, cradling his wounded hand with the other, and followed the guard
from the room.
He didn’t look back.
They never did.
Kiva waited until she was certain she was alone before she moved.
Her motions were quick and practiced, but with a frantic urgency, her
eyes flicking to and from the door with awareness that if she was
caught, then she was dead. The Warden had other informants within the
prison; he might favor Kiva, but that wouldn’t keep her from
punishment—or execution.
As she rifled through the pile of
clothes, her nose wrinkled at the unpleasant smells of long travel and
poor hygiene. She ignored the touch of something wet on her hand, the
mold and mud and other things she’d rather not identify. She was
searching for something. Searching, searching, searching.
She
ran her fingers down the boy’s pants but found nothing, so she moved to
his linen shirt. It was threadbare, some places ripped and others
patched up. Kiva inspected all the stitching, but still there was
nothing, and she began to lose heart. But then she reached for his
weathered boots, and there it was. Slipped down the damaged, gaping seam
of the left boot was a small piece of folded parchment.
With shaking fingers, Kiva unfolded it and read the coded words contained within.
Kiva released a whoosh of air, her shoulders drooping with relief as she mentally translated the code: We are safe. Stay alive. We will come.
It had been three months since Kiva had last heard from her
family. Three months of checking the clothing of new, oblivious
prisoners, hoping for any scrap of information from the outside world.
If not for the charity of the stablemaster, Raz, she would have had no
means of communicating with those she loved most. He risked his life to
sneak the notes through Zalindov’s walls to her, and despite their
rarity—and brevity—they meant the world to Kiva.
We are safe. Stay alive. We will come.
The same eight words and other similar offerings had arrived
sporadically over the last decade, always when Kiva needed to hear them
the most.
We are safe. Stay alive. We will come.
The middle part was easier said than done, but Kiva would do as she
was told, certain her family would one day fulfill their promise to come
for her. No matter how many times they wrote the words, no matter how
long she’d already waited, she held on to their declaration, repeating
it over and over in her mind: We will come. We will come. We will come.
One day, she would be with her family again. One day, she would be free of Zalindov, a prisoner no longer.
For ten years, she had been waiting for that day.
But every week that passed, her hope dwindled more and more.
great review. sounds like one i would enjoy, but too many times, i never finish a series. i wish authors would write more one book stories
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