Chapter One: You Only Live Once
The worst part was that I felt stupid.
Well,
that's not entirely true. The real worst part was that I was tied up in
the back of a van with a hood over my head, and based on recent news
reports, something truly horrific was about to happen.
But feeling stupid was definitely second worst.
I'd
followed every campus safety alert and obsessively read every news
article. Johnson City, Tennessee, wasn't the kind of place where
anything of significance ever happened, and then-whammo! It was the
hunting grounds for a serial killer. The population of sixty-six
thousand seemed to have doubled overnight: satellite news vans lined
Main Street (yes, there was an actual, honest-to-God Main Street); the
Holiday Inn was fully booked, which never happened outside of college
reunion weekends; and the Johnson City Tribune finally had articles that
didn't involve the school board or city council. The killings were all
anyone talked about in the Foodtown checkout line, over drinks at the
Crow Bar, heck, even at the local strip club (suffice it to say, I've
explored the local adult entertainment options).
Like me, the
victims were all petite brunettes in their early twenties. Those
similarities had elicited a tingle of excitement-the "it could've been
me" awe of someone who missed a flight that crashed. Although I was
equally certain that only a real idiot fell victim to a serial killer.
That sort of thing happened to wide-eyed innocents who offered to help a
guy with a fake cast load something into his van. I wouldn't fall for
the old "Can you give me directions?" or "Help, I'm on crutches!"
tricks. Not me, no way.
Well, ha ha. The joke was on me. Because it turns out I'd been exactly as dumb as those other girls.
Will I be his fifth victim, or the sixth? It
was a strange thing to focus on, but while I lay on the floor of the
van (of course it was a van), rocking from side to side as we drove
along a bumpy road, that number seemed terribly important.
Calm down,
I told myself. There was an FBI task force dedicated to the case; the
Tribune claimed they'd basically taken over the Johnson City Police
Department. An intrepid agent was probably already on my trail, they'd
surely find a critical clue just in time to save me-
Except there were no clues; we hadn't scuffled, and I hadn't dropped anything. Stupid, I chastised myself again.
The
bastard hadn't even done something clever to trick me. Just past dusk I
had been walking back to my crappy apartment in the University Edge
complex, so named because it was inconveniently located at the campus's
farthest reach. I'd been mulling over the meager contents of my fridge,
wondering if putting strawberry jelly on leftover rice qualified as
dinner. Consequently, I'd barely registered the white van pulling to the
curb fifty feet ahead. A guy in a delivery uniform got out and lumbered
around to the side panel, completely ignoring me. I considered crossing
the street, but when he grabbed a vase of flowers from inside and
turned toward the house, I figured I was just being paranoid. So I
continued toward him.
Then he literally butted me into the van.
For a second, I thought it was an accident. I was opening my mouth to
chew him out when the panel door slid shut and he was on me. I
struggled, but within seconds he'd slapped a piece of duct tape across
my mouth and jabbed me in the neck with a needle. When I came to, I was
bound up like a sushi roll.
If it hadn't been so terrifying, it
would've been downright comical. Imagine a surveillance video (not that
there were any in this podunk town) of me getting catapulted into a van
by a guy's ass. If serial killers put out blooper reels, that would be
on it.
I was about to chuckle when my brain helpfully reminded me, You're going to die.
I
started hyperventilating, which, trust me, is not fun when you're
gagged, hooded, and barely able to breathe through your nose. I was
still getting over a cold, too, so survival depended on my marginally
less congested left nostril.
Calm the fuck down, panicking won't solve anything.
I was trying not to think about the other victims, but good luck with
that when a spare tire is digging into your back. Horrific images kept
intruding. (I hadn't seen anything, obviously, but you know how that can
make it even worse?) Their heads had been shaved. No problem there, I'd
done that back in high school. The FBI had been a little vague about
the next part, but apparently there had been other shaving, too (don't think about it), and then their entire bodies had been painted to look like Pokémon characters.
Seriously. Pokémon. Like, lizards and shit.
The
FBI was also vague about how the women were killed, but it involved
strangulation. Hopefully super quick and painless strangulation.
After
they were killed, the Pikachu Killer (yup, that's what they called him)
dumped the body somewhere weird-like a mall parking lot, or a high
school football field-then sent local news networks a GPS link.
Get
it? Like they were playing Pokémon GO. That's the kind of asshole who
was about to kill me. Someone obsessed with an app no one even used
anymore.
Not me, I thought, gritting my teeth. When this
dickwad opened the door, I'd fight like hell. I'd escape and lead the
FBI back to him. I'd be a hero, the woman who took down the Pikachu
Killer. Every talk show would want me as a guest. I'd smile bravely as
they questioned me about the ordeal. Maybe even write a bestselling
memoir. Eventually, this would just be an awful memory that I'd get past
with the help of a fancy therapist.
The van abruptly lurched,
hurling me sideways. Then it slowed down. My heart pounded faster-this
was it. We were arriving at the creepy cabin/warehouse/underground lair,
or whatever he used for a kill room.
Sweat broke out on my
forehead. I desperately tried to remember the women's self-defense class
I took last year. Was I supposed to go for his eyes first, or his
balls? I should've paid more attention, but there had been this really
cute girl who distracted me-
The brakes squealed as we lurched to
a stop. My heart was racing so fast it felt like I might pass out,
which wouldn't be helpful at all.
I might not remember self-defense, but I'd always been a good planner, and escape routes were my specialty. So come up with a plan, genius.
My
hands and feet were also bound with duct tape, based on the gross
sticky feel. I dimly recalled seeing someone on TV split duct tape
bindings, but I'd been super stoned at the time and hadn't thought I'd
ever need that particular nugget of information, so I couldn't
remember how it was done. I tried everything I could think of, but the
tape didn't budge. If only he'd used handcuffs; I'm a pro at getting out
of those.
So: using my hands and feet was basically out. Which was far from ideal.
I
had my head, though, which I knew from unpleasant past experience was
unusually hard and concussion-proof. If I slammed it into his torso, I
could knock him down and then I'd-what, hop away? Well, yeah, if I had
to.
Five. He's already killed five girls who looked like me.
I experienced a bizarre surge of satisfaction when that number popped
into my head; then the van's door popped open, ushering in a blast of
chill air.
Okay, Amber, I told myself. It's now or never. The minute he grabs you, you've gotta-
A sharp jab in my ankle made me scream against the duct tape. Goddammit, he was drugging me again.
***
On
the plus side, when I awoke I no longer felt stupid. Unfortunately,
that emotion was replaced by utter, abject terror, so it wasn't exactly
an improvement.
The hood was gone. I was in a dark room lit by a
bare bulb. The floor was cement, and the walls and ceiling were covered
in bumpy noise-canceling foam. The periphery of the room was cast in
shadow, but the illuminated circle contained enough to inspire
nightmares for the rest of my natural life. Which, judging by how things
were going, was probably not going to be very long. It looked like the
set of a low-budget horror movie, and would've been campy if it weren't
so gruesome.
Directly beneath the lightbulb was a steel worktable
with leather bindings for hands and feet; it was covered with streaks
of blood (was a tidy serial killer too much to ask for?). Beside
the table stood a rolling surgical tray cluttered with sharp pointy
things, including a buzz saw with an extension cord.
I was
duct-taped to a chair a few feet away from all of that, which, when I
thought about it, made very little sense. Why not just start with me on
the table? Clearly organization wasn't this guy's strong suit.
A
wave of nausea swept over me. I fought it back-my mouth was still
covered with duct tape, and if I threw up, I'd choke to death on my own
vomit. Focus, Amber. How long had I been out? Hours? Days? The
drugs had left my head feeling swollen and sluggish. By now, maybe
someone had noted my absence and reported it to the FBI. (My renegade
agent was developing features now; she was a raven-haired beauty in her
early thirties who favored pantsuits, with a no-nonsense demeanor that
concealed her true sensitive nature.) They had an entire unit dedicated
to finding this guy, right? Once I was reported missing...
...except
it was Easter break. My roommate Joanie was with her family, and campus
was empty. No one was expecting me anywhere. My best hope was that the
pizza guy would find it weird that I hadn't ordered anything in a few
days; but he'd probably assume I'd gone away, too.
Man, I'd kill for a slice of pepperoni right now.
My
stomach rumbled. The last thing I'd eaten had been a stale donut swiped
from the faculty lounge that morning. Was that really going to be my
final meal? It hadn't even been a good donut, it was mealy and had no
frosting.
That sparked another flood of tears. Christ. Now you're crying over a bad donut.
A loud thump from
above. I stared at the (also soundproofed) ceiling, listening hard.
There was a heavy tread that gradually receded. He could return at any
moment; I was running out of time. I scanned the room frantically,
struggling with my bonds. In movies this was always the point where the
heroine found a way to save herself with a bobby pin or something...
The
plastic chair was child-sized, so small that my knees were bent to an
uncomfortable angle. My arms were taped to its back legs, my ankles and
calves to the front. Must've been a big sale on duct tape at Home Depot,
because he certainly hadn't skimped. I couldn't shift my limbs at all.
Still,
this wasn't exactly the sturdiest piece of furniture, so maybe I'd get
lucky. I rocked back and forth on the chair, pushing off hard until it
tilted past the balance point and dropped to the ground. My back bore
the full brunt of the fall, knocking the wind out of me.
The
chair didn't break. I hadn't landed on anything critical, but it hurt
like hell and now I was stranded on my back like some sort of turtle.
A door creaked open on my left. I froze, every muscle reflexively clenching: even my heart seemed to stutter to a stop. Breathe, Amber, I reminded myself. And get ready.
There
was a long pause. I strained my eyes, trying to make sense of the
shifting shadows. It was completely silent but I could sense him there,
watching me. I felt powerless and hopeless. I started to hyperventilate,
my stuffed nostrils flaring to draw in air.
The killer stepped into the square of light.
Approaching
the van earlier, I'd clocked him as a stooped, middle-aged guy with a
bit of pudge around the middle. He was wearing white coveralls, a ball
cap, and sunglasses. Seemingly harmless, totally forgettable.
Not anymore. He was easily six-four, maybe even taller. He had broad shoulders, a barrel chest, and powerful hairy legs.
I
could tell all that because he was basically naked, aside from a tiny
leather apron strapped around his waist. Two thoughts popped into my
head. One: Why bother? I mean, an apron that size wouldn't keep him from
getting dirty (or bloody). And two, where the hell did one even buy such a thing?
This fearsome spectacle was mitigated by the only other thing he was wearing.
It was a Pikachu mask.
Like, the kind a little kid would wear on Halloween.
It was too much for my mind to process: terrifying and absurd and hilarious, which added up to me lying on my back thinking, Huh.
The
killer stood there for a few long beats, as though inviting me to revel
in whatever the fuck he was supposed to be. Then he strode forward
purposefully. I wriggled frantically, trying to shift the chair, but all
I succeeded in doing was scraping the back of my arms. He acted as if I
were an annoying fish who had flopped out of a net onto the deck of his
boat. Bending over, he grabbed the back of the chair, then set it
upright with a hard yank that threw my head forward.
He was
behind me, so close I could feel his breath on my neck. All the hairs on
my body stood up. I craned my head, trying to see what he was doing,
but he was out of my sightline.
He trailed a finger from the top
of my scalp all the way down to my upper back. It was a creepily
intimate, possessive gesture that made me shudder. Tears flowed down my
face, and I sobbed against the duct tape. Fear drove every coherent
thought from my head. When I felt the prick of a needle in my arm, I
embraced the darkness it offered with relief.
***
This
time when I woke up, my scalp was unnaturally cold, and I was lying on
my back. The pounding in my head was a million times worse; it felt like
someone was thumping my skull with a mallet. The light seemed brighter,
too, but that might've just been the migraine. I was shivering; it was
either much colder in the room or...
My eyes finally adjusted,
confirming my worst suspicions. I was naked. He'd strapped me to that
disgusting table, and the overhead bulb glared directly in my eyes. My
hands and feet were bound so tightly by the leather restraints I
couldn't lift them at all.
I could raise my head, though, enough
to see that my entire body was bright blue. Intricate swirls on my skin
looked like scales; they were actually kind of pretty, and clearly took
some time to paint. Christ, how long had I been unconscious?
And what came next?
I
realized abruptly that the duct tape had been removed. I flexed my jaw a
few times, reveling in my newfound ability to breathe like a normal
human being. Then I opened my mouth to scream...but hesitated. That
would just bring him running, and if the tape was gone, there probably
wasn't anyone close enough to hear, right? Not to mention all the
soundproofing. He clearly wasn’t sloppy when it mattered.
The
surgical tray was by my right elbow. I craned my head higher—the room
seemed empty. Maybe Leather Apron was having a snack before getting down
to it.
Ridiculously, the thought made my stomach grumble. I would seriously murder for a sandwich right now.
Murder. Ha, that's funny.
I yanked at the restraints again, but they just cut into my flesh. My
hands were so numb that I probably wouldn’t be able to use them even if I
was free.
This is it, I realized. Victim number six, all teed up and ready to go.
An
odd sense of calm settled over me; there was a strange sort of peace in
simply accepting my fate. Relief, even. I hadn’t had an easy life, and
I’d made some terrible mistakes along the way. People had been hurt.
Someone had even died. Maybe this was fate’s way of balancing the
scales.
And he might’ve made a mistake this time, somewhere
along the way. One of my neighbors could’ve spotted the abduction out
their front window; my money was on the creep across the street who
mowed his lawn in jean shorts. It was too late to save me, but other
petite brunettes would be spared the same fate, and my sacrifice would
mean something.
The door creaked open again. He was back.
I closed my eyes and said a short prayer, asking for the end to be as
quick and painless as possible. Then I lifted my head to glare at
Leather Apron.
As he stepped forward, my confusion grew. No
apron, no Pikachu. This person was smaller, too, dressed entirely in
black and wearing a ski mask. They held a long, thin stick.
"Who the hell are you?" I croaked.
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