Showing posts with label Emily A. Duncan. Show all posts
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Wednesday, May 26, 2021

#Review - Blessed Monsters by Emily A. Duncan #YA #Fantasy

Series: Something Dark and Holy (#3)
Format: Hardcover, 528 pages
Release Date: April 6, 2021
Publisher: Wednesday Books
Source: Library
Genre: Young Adult / Dark Fantasy

The girl, the monster, the prince, the queen.

They broke the world.

And some things can never be undone.

In Emily A. Duncan’s Blessed Monsters, they must unite once more to fight the dark chaos they've unleashed—but is it already too late?

The startling conclusion to the instant New York Times bestselling Something Dark and Holy trilogy.
 


Blessed Monsters, by author Emily A Duncan, is the third and final installment in the authors Something Dark and Holy trilogy. Once again, the story revolves around three main characters: Malachiasz Czechowicz, Nadezhda Lapteva, and Serefin Meleski. The story picks up a few weeks following the cliffhanger ending of Ruthless Gods. Serefin and Nadya are plagued by their regrets and grief at what happened in the previous story. The very fabric of the world has been altered, fallen Gods have risen, the universe has titled on its axis, and all seems to be lost. But can it be saved? 
 
Malachiasz, who has defeated death many times over, and been betrayed just as many times, is attempting to hang on to whatever is left of his humanity while being ridden by a long banished God. The eldritch gods have been freed and are ready to take of the world. Malachiasz is alone and struggling to fight the ancient god who has possessed him and is intent on destroying the world. His path will sink him deeper into depravity where not even Nadya can reach him. 
 
Nadya is struggling with the darkness that threatens to overtake her. She has a contaminated hand that she tries to cover up. One of her Gods was killed, and the rest of the pantheon has gone silent. There is a whole new revelation when it comes to Nadya and the Gods which I won't spoil. Even though she previously lost her connection to her Gods, the Gods haven't finished with her yet. Especially the fallen Gods who see her as their way to re-enter the world and destroy it. 

Serefin has lost his position as King, he's lost an eye, he's free of a certain God, but his relationship with Kacper may be his saving grace. Serefin is struggling to be the king his people need in order to bring about peace, but there may be one person who may be able to finally put war in the past once and for all. Parijahan is finally opening up, and embracing her true nature, and revealing her secrets. Let's not forget about Pelegeya who is still short with answers, and long with expectations that there will be four who must come together in order to save the world.  
 
The girl, the monster, the prince, and the queen. Yekaterina Vodyanova has decided that she will hitch her fate to Nadya no matter what happens. Readers finally get a better understanding of who Parijahan is and why she's been reluctant to return home. Unfortunately, there's many jumps, too many times when what happened went unsaid and left me a bit confused. Compared to Ruthless Gods, I don't think this finale was as strong as it could be. That said, not everything was wrapped up in a neat little bow. War between countries was still a possibility, and there were (mortal) adversaries that hadn’t been dealt with.
 
Apparently, I haven't spent a whole lot of time on the internet. That allegedly blatant anti-Semitism in this trilogy apparently went completely over my head except. Malachiasz was actually supposed to be some kind of negative, evil, Jewish caricature. Malachiasz is obviously a Darkling substitute. Furthermore, the Tranavanian cult called the Vultures may also bring to mind an association with modern-day Neo-Nazi conspiracies about secret so-called "cabals" of Jewish people running shadow governments around the world. It always saddens me when authors of books I love turn out to be hateful people.
 
Over the past 10 years, we've had a slew of authors who have crossed the line. Although the author allegedly apologized, I don't believe we need to have anyone, let alone an author, needs to be a bigot or intolerant or others. Legitimately, I could have lowered my rating.
 




Tuesday, January 12, 2021

#Review - Ruthless Gods by Emily A. Duncan #YA #Fantasy

Series: Something Dark and Holy (#2)
Format: Hardcover, 544 pages
Release Date: April 7, 2020
Publisher: Wednesday Books
Source: Library
Genre: Young Adult / Dark Fantasy

The thrilling sequel to instant New York Times bestseller, Wicked Saints

Nadya doesn’t trust her magic anymore. Serefin is fighting off a voice in his head that doesn’t belong to him. Malachiasz is at war with who—and what—he’s become.

As their group is continually torn apart, the girl, the prince, and the monster find their fates irrevocably intertwined. Their paths are being orchestrated by someone…or something. The voices that Serefin hears in the darkness, the ones that Nadya believes are her gods, the ones that Malachiasz is desperate to meet—those voices want a stake in the world, and they refuse to stay quiet any longer.

In her dramatic follow-up to Wicked Saints, the first book in her Something Dark and Holy trilogy, Emily A. Duncan paints a Gothic, icy world where shadows whisper and no one is who they seem, with a shocking ending that will leave you breathless.

 


Ruthless Gods is the second installment in author Emily Duncan's Something Dark and Holy series. This story picks up 4 months after the ending to Wicked Saints. The world is heavily inspired by Slavic cultures as well as a play on Joan of Arc. Gods and Magic play a prominent role in the story despite the story revolving around a century-old Holy War between Travania and Kalyazin. Once again, this story focuses on three main characters: Malachiasz Czechowicz has fled to the Vulture’s Salt Mines in his monstrous form; Serefin Meleski, now King, is struggling to keep his sanity and his kingdom from being overthrown by his own court, and Nadezhda (Nadya) Lapteva no longer has her Gods to guide her through the fallout of Malachiasz failed attempt to become a God.

This series has strong secondary characters as well: Yekaterina Vodyanova, Tsarina of Kalyazin, is a new addition to the series who has her own goals. Ostyia, Kacper, Parijahan, and Rashid all return. We even get a deeper understanding of who Parijahan is and why she turned her back on her own people. Things get interesting when Nadya finds her friend, Kostya, who was supposedly dead, very much alive at the Salt Mines leaving her to abandon her plan of finding Malachiasz. Kostya’s reintroduction into Nadya’s life is pretty predictable. Nadya undertakes a journey to a sacred site, but she'll need the help of the Black Vulture, once a boy named Malachiasz, to get there.

Let's remember a few facts: All of Nadya’s worldview is colored by the fact that she spent 17 years of her life in one place surrounded by about a hundred people protecting her and keeping her away from the real world. She’s curious, because she’s seen so little of the world thus, she tends to be empathetic and kind in a world where those things are used as a weapon, much like Malachiasz used those things as a weapon against her. In essence, Nadya sacrificed everything in the first book and is now a prison of her own devices. She trusted the wrong people; she’s been lied to multiple times and was hurt several times, but she remains hopeful when it comes to Malachiasz. Her power is still unexplained, but the introduction of the elder gods makes it clear that it will be explored more fully in the final novel.

Two thrones, two kings, two boys to plunge this world into darkness for the sake of saving it. Curious that we are now finding out the facts about Serefin and Malachiasz which leads to questions. There is also the prophecy of the girl, the prince, the monster, and the queen. But which queen is the prophecy referring to? Serefin, who is missing one eye, and has stars in the other eye, battles a voice in his head throughout this book. The voice of a god who is hell bent on taking revenge through using Serefin as a pawn in his twisted game.

Serefin wants the God out of his head and Malachiasz finds himself hungering for more power and is desperate to meet the voices who want a stake in the world and refuse to stay quiet any longer. Will the truth finally come out about the Gods themselves? Serefin also made some questionable choices towards the start of the plot, and the romance that blossomed around him happened without proper build up.

We get to know Malachiasz a little more in this book through Serefin's POV in the flashback chapter. We see how he got his powers in the first place and how later on he accepted that power and became what he was now. His relationship with Nadya varied a lot. They bickered a lot, hurt each other A LOT of times, but Nadya has her Darkling moment where enemies become lovers is the new shiny thing on the block. The author is great at portraying him as an antagonist, while still showing that he retains some of his humanity.

This is such a dark, weird fantasy series that will strongly appeal to the right reader (ME!) and be indescribably off-putting to the wrong one. I'm looking forward to the finale. I am looking for answers as to the role each of these characters will play in the final scene. I also want to know what Yekaterina is up to and what she wants with Nadya.

 





1


SEREFIN MELESKI

A viper, a tomb, a trick of the light, Velyos is always reaching for whatever does not belong to him.

—The Letters of Wlodzimierz

Serefin Meleski inhabited the sliver of night that was ripe for betrayal. It was a time when knives were unsheathed, when plans were created and seen into fruition. It was a time for monsters.

He knew that span of hours intimately, but even knowledge of the inevitable wasn’t enough to make it less painful. It wasn’t like he spent his nights awake because he was expecting another tragedy.

No, he did it because it was easier to drink himself into oblivion than face the nightmares.

He was awake when Kacper slipped into his chambers. To rouse him, clearly, but he probably wasn’t particularly surprised to find Serefin lying on the chaise in his sitting room, one foot braced on the ground, the other leg kicked up against the back. An empty glass on the floor within reach and a book hanging over the arm where Serefin had put it to mark his place as he considered the same thing he had considered every night for the last four months: dreams of moths and blood and monsters.

Horrors at the edges of his awareness and that voice. The thin, reedy voice that needled him from a place past death. It never left. Those strange intonations hummed constantly in his veins.

“Any trouble is of your own making,” the voice snipped.

He did his best to ignore it.

“Who is it?” he asked Kacper. The hammered iron crown had long since been placed on his head, his palm cut and bled on an altar as he was named king of Tranavia—his downfall was oncoming. The nobility had never liked him, not when he was the High Prince, and certainly not since his coronation. It was never a matter of what or when, only who would be the first one brave enough to strike.

He had let the tense whispers go on and put off explaining fully how his father had died. He was tempting fate. Tranavian politics were messy. So very, very messy.

“There’s a collective meeting happening,” Kacper answered, voice soft.

Serefin nodded, not bothering to sit up. He’d anticipated it from the slavhki who had been supporters of his father.

Kseszi Ruminski is involved,” Kacper continued.

Serefin winced, finally standing. Nicking his finger, he lit a few candles with the magic sparking from his blood and wiped his hand, movements slow.

Zaneta’s family had been demanding answers for months. Serefin was at a loss for what to say. “Oh, terribly sorry, she committed some light treason and the Black Vulture decided she would be better served amongst his kind. Tragically awkward situation, but, there it is! Nothing to be done.”

It was a constant, festering point of anxiety that had settled underneath his skin. Yes, Zaneta had betrayed him, and, yes, he had died for it, but did she deserve the terrifying fate Malachiasz had chosen for her?

“You’re being unusually calm about this,” Kacper noted.

“What will they do, I wonder? Hang me? Toss me in the dungeons and forget about me?”

Kacper deflated some, shoulders slumping. “I hate when you’re defeatist,” he muttered, shoving past where Serefin stood to make his way into Serefin’s bedchambers.

“Where are you going?” Serefin asked. He contemplated the bottles in his cabinet before pulling a miraculously full bottle of vodka from the shelf. “I’m not defeatist,” he murmured. “I’m pragmatic. Realistic. This was inevitable.”

“A coup is not an inevitability,” Kacper snapped from inside the room. Was he packing? “None of this would have happened if you had hanged that damned cleric instead of forcing her into the same odd limbo you’ve forced on the rest of the country. But you didn’t. And here we are with a coup on our hands because we have no one to blame. Do you want to end up like your father?”

Serefin flinched. He took a long drink. Dreams of moths and blood and his father’s body at his feet. He had not landed the killing blow but it was his fault all the same.

“No,” he whispered, brushing a pale moth away from the flame of the candle.

“No. You don’t.”

But that is likely inevitable, too, Serefin thought morosely. Kacper would not take well to him saying it out loud.

“Half your clothes have been eaten by moths.” Kacper sounded despairing.

The door flew open. Serefin’s hand went to his spell book, adrenaline spiking. He shuddered, sighing. It was only Ostyia.

“Oh, you’re awake,” she said flatly.

“Lock that door.”

She did.

“I told him what was going on and he’s standing there drinking!” Kacper complained.

Serefin offered Ostyia the vodka bottle.

Kacper poked his head out and groaned as she grabbed it and took a sip.

She winked at Serefin—an exaggerated blink from her one eye.

“Get back in here, Kacper,” Serefin said.

Kacper huffed loudly and leaned in the doorway.

“How long have they been meeting?”

“I’m fairly certain this is their first,” Kacper replied.

“They won’t strike tonight.”

“But—”

“They won’t strike tonight,” Serefin repeated firmly.




Monday, December 28, 2020

#Review - Wicked Saints by Emily A. Duncan #YA #Fantasy

Series: Something Dark and Holy (#1)
Format: Hardcover, 400 pages
Release Date: April 2, 2019
Publisher: Wednesday Books
Source: Publisher
Genre: Young Adult / Dark Fantasy

In this stunning Joan of Arc inspired debut, a peasant girl who can speak to the gods must find a way to work with a deadly adversary to turn the tide of the war and assassinate the mad king

When Nadya prays to the gods, they listen, and magic flows through her veins. For nearly a century the Kalyazi have been locked in a deadly holy war with Tranavian heretics, and her power is the only thing that is a match for the enemy’s blood magic. But when the Travanian High Prince, and his army invade the monastery she is hiding in, instead of saving her people, Nadya is forced to flee the only home she’s ever known, leaving it in flames behind her, and vengeance in her heart.

As night falls, she chooses to defy her gods and forge a dangerous alliance with a pair of refugees and their Tranavian blood mage leader, a beautiful, broken boy who deserted his homeland after witnessing his blood cult commit unthinkable monstrosities. The plan? Assassinate the king and stop the war.

But when they discover a nefarious conspiracy that goes beyond their two countries, everything Nadya believes is thrown into question, including her budding feelings for her new partner. Someone has been harvesting blood mages for a dark purpose, experimenting with combining Tranavian blood magic with the Kalyazi’s divine one. In order to save her people, Nadya must now decide whether to trust the High Prince – her country’s enemy – or the beautiful boy with powers that may ignite something far worse than the war they’re trying to end.

Wicked Saints, by Emily A. Duncan, is the first installment in the authors Something Dark and Holy series. The world of Wicked Saints is heavily inspired by Slavic cultures as well as a play on Joan of Arc. Gods and Magic play a prominent role in the story despite the story revolving around a century-old Holy War between Travania and Kalyazin. Duncan drops readers at the height of an invasion, with a God speaking cleric named Nadezhda Lapteva being punished for a prank gone wrong with her friend Kostya. Upon hearing encroaching cannons, Nadya is rushed away to safety by ordained priestess Anna Vadimovna to keep her out of the hands of the so-called Heretics.

“You could be exactly what these countries need to stop their fighting. Or you could rip them apart at the seams.”

Nadya, who was supposed to be a secret and remain a secret until her training was over, becomes an instant target for hostile Travanian invaders. Why would the Tranavians want to capture Nadya you ask? When your hated enemy has a someone who can speak with a pantheon of Gods and is temporarily given their powers, this person is considered dangerous and must be captured at all costs. Forced to team up with a band of misfits from another country, Parijahan, Rashid, as well as a heretical blood mage named Malachiasz Czechowicz, Nadya’s absolute loyalty to her Gods is challenged throughout the journey to infiltrate the enemy country and end this centuries-long war. 

This is where Serefin Meleski, Prince of Tranavia and a powerful Blood Mage comes in. Serefin is a heretic/blood mage who gets his power through bloodletting & spells. His army storms the monastery and is viewed as the main enemy throughout much of the book. As the General of the Army since he was 16, Serefin carries a heavy load on his shoulders. Catching Nadya would be the icing on the cake and a feather in his cap when it comes to finally getting the credit, he is due from his father who has kept him at arm’s length. Until his father demands that he return home in order to go through a match-making ceremony known as the Rawalyk to choose a bride who will have to survive brutal testing. Serefin had to do monstrous things during the war and, obviously, starting to drink was a good idea to shield himself from the horrors of war.

Malachiasz is The Darkling of this story, down to the ultra-powerful bad boy lover. He's also a former Vulture who said to be indestructible. Malachiasz is a boy/monster with questionable intentions. He intends to use Nadya to kill Serefin's father in an effort to end the war. Wicked Saints plays the enemies-to-lovers romance without any attempt at subversion. Malachiasz honestly raised my hackles by coming out of nowhere. He’s like an impossible vision who makes Nadya immediately buckle under his stare. She has issues with decision making. She’s never sure of the boy she likes. One moment she wants him and the next she thinks she made a mistake falling for him.

“We’re all monsters, Nadya,” Malachiasz said, his voice gaining a few tangled chords of chaos. “Some of us just hide it better than others.”

 

There’s another sect that readers should be aware of, Vultures.

They're closed off from the rest of their kingdom, living in the hollowed-out cut carcass of an ancient cathedral in Grazyk under the leadership of a king of their own, The Black Vulture. They seem to have an unhealthy relationship with Serefin’s father as well as a place where they experiment on any prisoner caught in the ongoing war. 

There are two types of magic introduced in this story:

Divine Magic: a type of magic gifted from the Gods to Mages known as Clerics who usually have a Divine Patron. Nadya’s patron is Marzenya Goddess of Magic and Sacrifice. It's a tangible kind of magic used through items such as Prayer Necklace Beads which is Nadya's main source of magic. In the story, Nadya speaks with no less than 20 different Gods/Goddesses. These Gods/Goddesses have a symbol on each of Nadya's beads and each give her a special affinity if she calls on to them.

Blood Magic: Serefin can summarize this type of magic through this passage from a book. This type of magic is exclusive to Tranavians who are known to have cut off their ties with their gods and their magic is considered heretical magic.

This story has plenty of interesting secondary characters like Ostyia and Kacper and the witch Pelageya who seems a bit on the demented side until you realize she’s the only one who has the finger on the pulse of what is happening under Serefin’s father. I am not one to shy away from dark fantasy novels and I won’t be stopping after reading this book, and this twisted ending.

 




1

NADEZHDA LAPTEVA


Death, magic, and winter. A bitter cycle that Marzenya spins with crimson threads around pale fingers. She is constant; she is unrelenting; she is eternal. She can grant any spell to those she has blessed, her reach is the fabric of magic itself.

—Codex of the Divine, 2:18

The calming echo of a holy chant filtered down from the sanctuary and into the cellars. It was late afternoon, just before Vespers, a time where psalms to the gods were given up in an effortless chorus.

Nadezhda Lapteva glared up at the mountain of potatoes threatening to avalanche down over the table. She twisted her knife hard against the one in her hand, narrowly missing skin as she curled the peel into a spiral.

“A cleric’s duty is important, Nadezhda,” she muttered, mimicking the dour tone of the monastery’s abbot. “You could change the tide of the war, Nadezhda. Now go wither in the cellars for the rest of your life, Nadezhda.”

The table was covered in potato peel spirals. She hadn’t anticipated losing her entire day to remedial labor, yet here she was.

“Did you hear that?” Konstantin acted like she hadn’t spoken. His paring knife hung limp in his fingers as he listened.

There was nothing but the service upstairs. If he was trying to distract her, it wasn’t going to work. “Is it our impending death by potato avalanche? I can’t hear it, but I’m certain it’s coming.”

She received a withering look in response. She waved her knife at him. “What could it possibly be? The Tranavians at our doorstep? They have seven thousand stairs to climb first. Perhaps it’s their High Prince and he’s finally decided to convert.”

She tried to be glib, but the idea of the High Prince anywhere near the monastery made her shiver. He was rumored to be an extremely powerful blood mage, one of the most terrifying in all of Tranavia, a land rife with heretics.

“Nadya,” Konstantin whispered, “I’m serious.”

Nadya stabbed her knife into yet another potato as she glanced at him. It was his fault they were down here. His pranks, conjured from a mixture of boredom and delirium after early morning prayers, had been innocent at first. Switching out the monastery’s incense with lemongrass, or snipping the sanctuary’s candlewicks. Minor offenses at best. Nothing to deserve death by potato.

Filling Father Alexei’s washing bowl with a red dye that looked like blood, though, that was what had done them in.

Blood wasn’t a thing to be made light of, not in these times.

Father Alexei’s rage didn’t end in the cellars. After they scaled Potato Mountain—if they scaled Potato Mountain—they still had hours’ worth of holy texts to copy in the scriptorium. Nadya’s hands were already cramping just thinking about it.

“Nadya.” Her knife slipped off course as Konstantin nudged her elbow.

“Damn it, Kostya.”

My perfect streak of fifty-four intact spirals, ruined, she thought mournfully. She wiped her hands on her tunic and glared at him.

His dark eyes were focused on the closed door that led upstairs. There was nothing but the—

Oh.

The potato slipped from her fingers, falling to the dusty floor. She hadn’t noticed when the service above had stopped. Kostya’s fingers dug into her sleeve but his touch felt distant.

This can’t be happening.

“Cannons,” she whispered, somehow making it more real by saying the word aloud. She shifted the grip on her knife, flipping it backward as if it were one of her thin-bladed voryens and not a half-dull kitchen blade.

Cannons were a sound every child of Kalyazin knew intimately. It was what they grew up with, their lullabies mixed with firing in the distance. War was their constant companion, and Kalyazi children knew to flee when they heard those cannons and tasted the iron tinge of magic in the air.

Cannons only meant one thing: blood magic. And blood magic meant Tranavians. For a century a holy war had raged between Kalyazin and Tranavia. Tranavians didn’t care that their blood magic profaned the gods. If they had their way, the gods’ touch would be eradicated from Kalyazin like it had been from Tranavia. But the war had never reached farther than the Kalyazin border. Until now. If Nadya could hear the cannons, that meant the war was slowly swallowing Kalyazin alive. Inch by bloody inch it was seeping into the heart of Nadya’s country and bringing death and destruction with it.

And there was only one reason why the Tranavians would attack a secluded monastery in the mountains.

The cellars shook and dirt rained down. Nadya looked at Kostya, whose gaze was flint-eyed but fearful. They were just acolytes with kitchen knives. What could they do if the soldiers came?

Nadya tugged at the prayer necklace around her neck; the smooth wooden beads felt cool against the pads of her fingers. There were alarms that would go off if the Tranavians breached the seven thousand stairs leading up to the monastery, but she had never heard them. Had hoped she never would.

Kostya grabbed her hand and shook his head slowly, his dark eyes solemn.

“Don’t do this, Nadya,” he said.

“If we are attacked, I will not hide,” she replied stubbornly.

“Even if it means a choice between saving this place and the entire kingdom?”

He grasped her arm again, and she let him drag her back into the cellars. His fear was justified. She had never been in real battle before, but she met his gaze defiantly. All she knew was this monastery, and if he thought she wasn’t going to fight for it, then he was mad. She would protect the only family she had; that was what she was trained for. He ran a hand over his close-cropped hair. He couldn’t stop her; they both knew it.

Nadya tugged out of Kostya’s grip. “What use am I if I run? What would be the point?”

He opened his mouth to protest but the cellar shook so hard Nadya wondered if they weren’t about to be buried alive. Dirt from the ceiling dusted her white-blond hair. In an instant, she was across the cellar and nearing the door up to the kitchens. If the bells were silent, that meant the enemy was still in the mountains. There was time—

Her hand touched the doorknob just as the bells began to toll. The sound felt familiar, as if it was nothing but another call to the sanctuary for prayer. Then she was jarred by the urgent screeching tone they took on, a cacophony of high-pitched bells. No time left. She yanked the door open, running the last few stairs up to the kitchens, Kostya at her heels. They crossed the garden—empty and dead from the bitter winter months—into the main complex.

Nadya had been told the protocol countless times. Move to the back of the chapel. Pray, because that was what she did best. The others would go to the gates to fight. She was to be protected. But it was all formality, the Tranavians would never make it this far into the country, all these plans were simply if the impossible happened.

Well, here is the impossible.

She shoved open the heavy doors that led behind the sanctuary, only managing to move them enough for Kostya and herself to slip through. The tolling of the bells pounded against her temples, painful with each heartbeat. They were made to pull everyone out of sleep at three in the morning for services. They did the job.

Someone slammed into her as she passed an adjoining hallway. Nadya whirled, kitchen blade poised.

“Saints, Nadya!” Anna Vadimovna pressed a hand to her heart. There was a venyiashk—a short sword—at her hip, and another, long, thin blade clutched in her hand.

“Can I have that?” Nadya reached for Anna’s dagger. Anna wordlessly handed it to her. It felt solid, not flimsy like the paring knife.

“You shouldn’t be here,” Anna said.

Kostya shot Nadya a pointed look. In the monastery’s hierarchy, Anna—as an ordained priestess—outranked Nadya. If Anna ordered her to go to the sanctuary, she would have no choice but to obey.

So I won’t give Anna the chance.

Nadya took off down the hall. “Have they breached the stairs?”

“They were close,” Anna called.

Close meant the very real likelihood that they would make it to the courtyard and find the Tranavians already there. Nadya pulled at her prayer necklace, her fingers catching across the ridged beads as she searched for the right one. Each wooden bead was carved with a symbol representing a god or goddess in the pantheon, twenty in all. She knew them by touch, knew exactly which bead to press to attune to a specific god.

Nadya once wished she could blend in with the other Kalyazi orphans at the monastery, but the truth was, for as long as she could remember, when she prayed the gods listened. Miracles happened, magic. It made her valuable. It made her dangerous.

She tugged her necklace until the bead she wanted was at the bottom. The sword symbol carved into it felt like a splinter against her thumb. She pressed it and sent up a prayer to Veceslav: the god of war and protection.

“Do you ever wonder what this would be like if you were fighting against people who also petitioned for my protection?” His voice was a warm summer breeze slipping up the back of her head.

Truly we are fortunate our enemies are heretics, she replied. Heretics who were winning the war.

Veceslav was always chatty, but right now Nadya needed help, not conversation.

I need some protection spells, please, she prayed.