“Are you okay, Mercy?” Tad asked me as he
disconnected the wiring harness from the headlight of the 2000 Jetta we
were working on.
We were replacing a radiator. To do
that, we had to take the whole front clip off. It was a rush case on a
couple of fronts. The owner had been driving from Portland to Missoula,
Montana, when her car blew the radiator. We needed to get her back on
the road so she could make her job interview tomorrow at eight a.m.
task was made more urgent by the fact that the owner and her three
children under five were occupying the office. She had, she told me,
family in Missoula who could watch her children, but nobody but her
alcoholic ex-husband to watch them in Portland, so she’d brought them
with her. I wished she had family here to watch them. I liked kids, but
tired kids cooped up in my office space were another matter.
To speed up the repair, Tad was taking the left side and I was working on the right.
Like me, he wore grease-stained overalls. Summer still held sway-if only just-so those overalls were stained with sweat, too.
his hair showed the effects of working in the heat, sticking out at odd
angles. It was also tipped here and there with the same grease that
marked the overalls. A smudge of black swooped across his right
cheekbone and onto his ear like badly applied war paint. I was pretty
sure that if anything, I looked worse than he did.
worked on cars with Tad for more than a decade, nearly half his life.
He’d left for an Ivy League education but returned without his degree,
and without the cheery optimism that had once been his default. What he
had retained was that scary competence that he’d had when I first walked
into his father’s garage looking for a part to fix my Rabbit and found
the elementary-aged Tad ably running the shop.
He was one of the people I most trusted in the world. And I still lied to him.
“Everything’s fine,” I said.
“Liar,” growled Zee’s voice from under a ’68 Beetle.
little car bounced a bit, like a dog responding to its master. Cars do
that sometimes around the old iron-kissed fae. Zee said something
soft-voiced and calming in German, though I couldn’t catch exactly what
the words were.
When he started talking to me again, he
said, “You should not lie to the fae, Mercy. Say instead, ’You are not
my friends, I do not trust you with my secrets, so I will not tell you
what is wrong.’”
Tad grinned at his father’s grumble.
“You are not my friends, I do not trust you with my secrets, so I will not tell you what is wrong,” I said, deadpan.
that, father of mine,” said Tad, grandly setting aside the headlight
and starting on one of the bolts that held in the front clip, “is
“I love you both,” I told them.
“You love me better,” said Tad.
of the time I love you both,” I told him before getting serious.
“Something is wrong, but it concerns another person’s private issues. If
that changes, you’ll be the first on my list to talk to.”
I would not talk about problems with my mate to someone else-it would be a betrayal.
leaned over, put an arm around me, and kissed the top of my head, which
would have been sweet if it weren’t a hundred and six degrees outside.
Though the new bays in the garage were cooler than the old ones had
been, we were all drenched in sweat and the various fluids that were a
part of the life of a VW mechanic.
“Yuck,” I squawked, batting him away from me. “You are wet and smelly. No kisses. No touches. Ick. Ick.”
He laughed and went back to work-and so did I. The laugh felt good. I hadn’t been doing a lot of laughing lately.
it is again,” said Tad, pointing at me with his ratchet. “That sad
face. If you change your mind about talking to someone, I’m here. And if
necessary, I can kill someone and put the body where no one will find
“Drama, drama,” grumbled the old fae under the bug. “Always with you children there is drama.”
“Hey,” I said. “Keep that up, and next time I have a horde of zombies to destroy, I won’t pick you.”
He grunted-either at me or at the bug. It was hard to tell with Zee.
one else could have done what I did,” he said after a moment. It
sounded arrogant, but the fae can’t lie, so Zee thought it was true. I
did, too. “It is good that you have me for a friend to call upon when
your drama overwhelms your life, Liebling. And if you have a body, I can
dispose of it in such a way that there would be nothing left to find.”
was my very good friend, and useful in all sorts of ways besides hiding
dead bodies-which he had done. Unlike Tad, Zee wasn’t an official
employee of the garage he’d sold to me after teaching me how to work on
cars and run the business. That didn’t mean he was unpaid, just that he
came and went on his own terms. Or when I needed him. Zee was dependable
“Hey,” said Tad. “Quit chatting, Mercy, and
start working. I’m two bolts up on you-and one of those kids just
knocked over the garbage can in the office.”
it, too, despite the closed door between the office and us.
Additionally, just before the garbage can had fallen, I’d heard the
tired and overworked mom try to keep her oldest from reorganizing all of
the parts stored (for sale) on the shelving units that lined the walls.
Tad might be half fae, but I was a coyote in my other form-my hearing
was better than his.
Despite the possible destruction
going on in the office, it felt good to fix the old car. I didn’t know
how to fix my marriage. I didn’t even know what had gone wrong.
“Ready?” asked Tad.
I caught the cross member as he pulled the last bolt. A leaking radiator was something I knew how to make right.
I’d left work, I had showered and changed to clean clothes and shoes.
Even so, when I got home, I’d gone across the back deck to go in the
kitchen door because I didn’t want to risk getting anything from the
shop on the new carpet.
I’d disemboweled a zombie
werewolf on the old carpet, and one of the results of that was that I’d
finally discovered a mess that Adam’s expert cleaning guru couldn’t get
out of the white carpet. All of it had been torn up and replaced.
had picked it out because I didn’t care beyond “anything but white.”
His choice, a sandy color, was practical and warm. I liked it.
had to replace the tile in the kitchen a few months earlier. Slowly but
surely the house had been changing from the house that Adam’s ex-wife,
Christy, had decorated into Adam’s and my home. If I’d known how much
better I’d feel with new carpet, I’d have hunted down a zombie werewolf
to disembowel a long time ago.
I toed off my shoes by the
door, glanced farther into the kitchen, and paused. It was like walking
into the middle of the last scene in a play. I had no idea what was
causing all the tension, but I knew I’d interrupted something big.
drew my eye first-the more dominant wolves tend to do that. He leaned
against the counter, his big arms crossed over his chest. He kept his
eyes on the ground, his mouth a flat line. Our pack’s second carried the
blood of warriors of two continents. He had to work to look friendly,
and he wasn’t expending any effort on that right now. Even though he
knew I’d come into the house, he didn’t look at me. His body held a
coiled energy that told me he was ready for a fight.
his mate, wore an aura of grim triumph-though she was seated at the
table on the opposite side of the kitchen from Darryl. Not that she was
afraid of him. If Darryl was descended from Chinese and African warlords
(and he was-his sister, he’d told me once, had done the family
history), Auriele could have been a Mayan warrior goddess. I had once
seen the two of them fight as a no-holds-barred team against a volcano
god, and it had been breathtaking. I liked and respected Auriele.
location, which was as far as she could get from Darryl and remain in
the kitchen, probably indicated that they were having a disagreement.
Interestingly, like Darryl, she didn’t look at me, either-though I could
feel her attention straining in my direction.
person in the kitchen was Joel, who was the only pack member besides me
who wasn’t a werewolf. In his presa Canario form, he sprawled out, as
was his habit, and took up most of the free floor space. The strong
sunlight streaming through the window brought out the brindle pattern
that was usually hidden in the stygian darkness of his coat. His big
muzzle rested on his outstretched paws. He glanced at me and then away,
without otherwise moving.
No. Not away. I followed his
gaze and saw that the door to Adam’s soundproofed (even to werewolf
ears) office was shut. As I turned my attention back to the occupants of
the kitchen, my gaze fell on my stepdaughter’s purse, which had been
abandoned on the counter.
“What’s up?” I asked, looking at Auriele.
my voice was a little unfriendly, but Jesse’s purse, the shut door of
Adam’s office, Darryl’s unhappiness, and Auriele’s expression combined
to tell me that something had happened. Probably, given the people
involved and my insight into a few things going on in Jesse’s life, that
something had to do with my nemesis, Adam’s ex-wife and Jesse’s mother,
The bane of my existence had finally returned
to Eugene, Oregon, where I’d optimistically thought she might be less of
a problem. But Christy had a claim on my husband’s protection and a
stronger claim on my stepdaughter’s affection. She was going to be in my
life as long as they were in my life.
on me seldom rated a level above annoyance. She was good at subtle
attacks, but I’d grown up with Leah, the Marrok’s mate, who had been, if
not as intelligent, infinitely more dangerous.
pay a much higher price than dealing with Christy to keep Adam and
Jesse. That didn’t mean I was going to be happy about her anytime soon. I
might be able to take her on just fine, but she hurt Adam and Jesse on a
Auriele’s chin rose, but it was Darryl who spoke. “My wife opened a letter meant for someone else,” he said heavily.
is your fault,” she snapped-and not at Darryl. “Your fault. You have
Adam, her place in the pack, the home that she built, and you still
won’t let Christy have anything.”
I might like Auriele,
but the reverse was not true because Christy had a way of making
everyone around her hyperprotective of her. Auriele was a dominant wolf,
which meant she started out protective anyway. Christy just put all of
Auriele’s instincts into overdrive.
Still, I couldn’t see
her opening anyone else’s mail because I was Adam’s wife instead of
Christy. I decided I didn’t have enough information to process her
So I asked for clarification. “You opened a letter from Christy? Or for Christy?”
“No,” said Darryl, staring at his mate. “She opened a letter for Jesse.”
glanced at the table, and I noticed, for the first time, that on the
table in front of Auriele was a stack of mail. On the top of the stack
was a white envelope with Washington State University’s distinctive
cougar logo-and all the pieces clicked.
I pinched my
nose. It was a gesture that Bran, the Marrok who ruled all the packs in
North America except ours, did so often that it had spread to anyone who
associated with him for very long. Since I’d been raised in his pack,
it was bound to get to me sooner or later. It didn’t help with the
frustration, though I felt like it helped me focus. Maybe that was why
Bran used it.
“Oh, for the love of Pete,” I said. “Jesse
told me she was going to call her mom a week ago. Let me guess-she put
it off until yesterday or this morning. And Christy called you. You came
over, found the letter from WSU on the table-”
“In the mailbox,” said Darryl.
raised my eyebrows, and Auriele’s chin elevated a bit more and her
shoulders stiffened. Yep, even in her current state of Christy-born
madness, she was a little embarrassed about that one.
“We got here just as the mail carrier left,” she said stiffly. “I thought we could take the mail in.”
found the letter in the mailbox,” I corrected myself. “And, given the
urgency and trauma that Christy expressed to you about her daughter’s
change of plans, you had to open it to find proof that dire shenanigans
Jesse had been accepted to the University of
Oregon in Eugene, where her mom lived. She had also been accepted to
the University of Washington in Seattle, where Jesse’s boyfriend,
Gabriel, was attending school.
Both were good schools,
and she’d let her mother think that she’d been debating about which way
to go. Adam and I had both been sure she intended to follow
Gabriel-boyfriends outranked parents. I understood why Jesse hadn’t
wanted to tell her mother-witness the current scene with Auriele. Though
putting it off had just been postponing the explosion.
all of Jesse’s schooling plans had changed thanks to recent events. Our
pack had acquired some new and very dangerous enemies.
week ago Jesse told me she’d decided to stay here and go to Washington
State University’s Tri-Cities campus. I’d agreed with her reasons. Jesse
was a practical person who made generally good choices when her mother
wasn’t involved. The only advice I’d given Jesse was that she needed to
tell Adam and Christy sooner rather than later.
“Hah,” Auriele said with bitter triumph, pointing at me. “I told you it was Mercy’s idea.”
opened my mouth to retort, but the door to Adam’s office jerked open
and Jesse stalked out, her cheeks flushed and her fists clenched. She
glanced past me at Auriele and gave her a betrayed look that lasted for a
long moment until she rounded the corner and took the stairs at a pace
that was not quite a run.